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Today, we are honored to profile the extraordinary Dr. Benjamin Merrill, Executive Director and Principal of Meridian Medial Arts Charter High School in Meridian, Idaho.

Dr. Benjamin Merrill spent most of his early professional career driven by the desire to prove that his upbringing did not define him. Today, he focuses on building the school he needed when he was young.
As Executive Director and Principal of Meridian Medical Arts Charter High School (MMACHS) in Meridian, Idaho, Ben leads a healthcare-focused charter school that combines academics with career and technical education pathways. His leadership draws on his experience as a struggling student who needed multiple pathways to succeed.
At the helm of MMACHS, Ben often asks himself: Would this system have worked for me? As a teenager growing up in poverty, struggling academically, navigating family instability, and trying to find a path forward, Ben knows the answer is often no.
Growing Up Without a Plan
Ben grew up first in eastern Idaho and then in eastern Oregon, where his father worked as a ranch hand. His family struggled financially, and the household faced hardship. His family had a negative reputation in town, and higher education wasn’t seen as a viable path. He graduated from high school, but barely; as graduation neared, he couldn’t see college as part of the plan because his family really had no plan at all.
Convinced that the military was his only path forward, Ben began working with an Army recruiter while still in high school. When his parents refused to sign the paperwork necessary for him to move forward before turning 18, he was devastated. What felt like one opportunity to escape difficult circumstances had suddenly disappeared, leaving him uncertain about what came next.
Wrestling as a Lifeline
Ben eventually connected to school, not through academics, but through athletics.
“The only thing that really kept me in school was that I was a pretty good athlete,” said Ben.
Wrestling became one of the most important influences in his life, providing structure, accountability, and purpose when he desperately needed it. Ben credits athletics with helping him remain engaged in school long enough to discover his own potential.
Adults Who Believe Change Everything
After high school, Ben followed friends to a nearby community-college town. Without resources and a stable place to live, he slept in his car while trying to establish a foothold in college.
His path changed when a college employee, Cathy Yasuda, helped him secure housing and access to basics. Later, his psychology instructor, Debbie Skousen, connected with Ben, who said it was one of the first times he felt an adult genuinely believed in him.
“For the first time in my life, someone believed that I was worth something,” said Ben. “It wasn’t because I was academically gifted, it was because somebody believed in me.”
The student who barely graduated from high school became a high-achieving college student. Ben completed an associate degree, earned a bachelor’s degree from Boise State University and a master’s degree in educational administration, and eventually an Ed.D. in educational leadership.
Ben’s experiences also influenced his decision to become a social studies teacher: it was the teacher in high school who cared about him the most.
He believes that the single most powerful force in education is one caring adult who refuses to give up on a student.
Ben started teaching as far away as he could from his family and past, in a small Yupik Eskimo village in Alaska, where he could start a new adventure.
Coming Full-Circle
Eventually, Ben returned to Baker City, Oregon, where he had nearly been expelled as a student, and became principal. In a full-circle moment, he replaced an administrator who had once tried to remove him.
“I wanted to show that I wasn’t the person my last name defined me as,” he said.
In July 2024, Ben joined Meridian Medical Arts Charter High School after serving as Dean of Career and Technical Education at Treasure Valley Community College. He inherited a school facing significant challenges. Leadership turnover had created instability, and enrollment demand had fallen.
Only 62 students had applied for a freshman class of 75 seats. Ben focused on outreach, communication, and relationship-building. He started marketing the school, and applications grew rapidly as the school maintained a waiting list while growing.
After joining MMACHS, he reviewed the school’s policies and practices through the lens of his own experience. Would the school have helped the teenage version of himself?
Ben focused on students who needed him the most. Students from low-income families, multilingual learners, and students who needed academic support. The key, according to Ben, is not asking whether students belong, but challenging educators to ask whether the school is doing enough for students.
“Behind the scenes, I think I’m trying to build a system that would allow a kid like me to benefit from a school like this,” he said. “Ultimately, our goal is to graduate students with their associate’s degree in health science.”
Under his leadership, the school has expanded its intervention programs, after-school tutoring, additional academic support, and increased its focus on retention.
Redefining Success
Today, MMACHS is known for exceptional outcomes and a unique model that combines college prep with healthcare careers. Students can earn certifications in EMT, Certified Nursing Assistant, Medical Assistant, and Pharmacy Tech, with many completing associate degrees during high school. The school’s model allows students to prepare for life-changing access to careers and economic mobility. But for Ben, what matters most isn’t the rankings but making a difference.
“It’s easy to graduate the bright kids. Anybody can do that,” he said, “Graduating kids like me is the tough part.”
When Cognitive Dissonance Becomes Cognitive Offloading
Weekend greetings, CharterFolk.
I got up this morning planning to write on another topic and then saw a flurry of pieces that made me change my plans.
The first was the Washington Post Editorial Board …
… following up on Eva Moskowitz’s op-ed from last week …
… excoriating New York for simultaneously backing away from longstanding measures of academic performance and refusing to release results that would allow the public to understand how schools are actually performing.
At the very same moment that understanding the skill levels of young people independent of AI systems is becoming paramount – so that we can know whether our teenagers are engaging in cognitive offloading – society is choosing to cognitively offload our own responsibility to know.
It’s utter lunacy.
In the weeks ahead I will be writing about some new regressions I have been running with the assistance of Astra.
It’s mind-boggling what Astra can help you do.
Below you’ll see me provide something of a sample, but for now I’ll make this basic point.
In terms of the quality of data allowing for the quality of regressions – and yes, to an important degree, the quality of understanding – we are in a strange place.
For grades 3–8, many states give us reasonably consistent statewide assessments. The regressions aren’t perfect. Far from it. But the R-squareds can be respectable enough that we have a meaningful statistical window into what is happening.
We kind of have an understanding.
Then we get to high school.
Exactly the years that matter so much right now.
We have vast swaths of the country with no meaningful data for students in 9th and 10th grades. Other states report such a morass of gobbledygook that even when a regression comes back with a decent R-squared, you discover that the underlying measures tell you very little about what makes schools work.
Or think about the other end.
By third grade, the variation in skill levels that kids and schools encounter is already enormous.
Where did it come from?
Before kindergarten? Or since the child enrolled?
Which schools significantly changed student trajectories?
It’s not that we have poor R-squareds.
It’s that, in most places, we don’t have comparable statewide academic outcomes from which to calculate R-squareds at all.
No common data.
Utter dark-flying.
Which brings me to the article that finally tipped me over the edge and caused me to write on something different today.
Nikole Hannah-Jones’s article in the New York Times this morning …
… revisits the themes she first laid out in her equally autobiographical 2016 rendering …
… of her effort to find a school for her daughter that would both do right by her daughter and satisfy her desire to participate in something that might make schooling better for all kids.
The new piece contains an excruciating moment.
Her now-16-year-old daughter asks whether her parents knew her school was “bad like this” when they decided to send her there.
That question hangs over the entire essay.
On one level, it is an extraordinarily brave article.
On another, I found it just incredibly sad.
And I think the tension between those two reactions begins with something almost every parent can understand:
Cognitive dissonance.
Parenting may be one of the places where cognitive dissonance is most powerful.
We make choices for our children believing – needing to believe, really – that we are doing right by them.
And then evidence begins to accumulate that those choices may not have served our children well.
To absorb that evidence, you have to hold two painful ideas in your head at the same time:
I am a good parent who tried to do what was best for my child.
And:
One of the most consequential choices I made for my child may not have given her what she needed.
In Hannah-Jones’s case, the tension is made even more resonant because part of her parental motivation was trying to watch out for her own child and all children simultaneously – especially kids who need greater fairness most.
Andy Rotherham has made a related observation for years about parent surveys of schools: admitting that your child attends a suboptimal school raises an uncomfortable question about why, as a good parent, you continue sending your child there.
That doesn’t make parents dishonest.
It makes them human.
Which is why I have enormous empathy for Hannah-Jones.
Her daughter is forcing precisely that confrontation into the open, and Hannah-Jones puts it on the page.
But the article also shows how difficult it can be to follow cognitive dissonance all the way through.
Because amid a very long examination of segregation, attendance boundaries, selective admissions and the ways families with means secure better educational opportunity, one word never appears:
Charter.
How does a source as knowledgeable and well-informed as Hannah-Jones withhold from her rendering the fact that New York City has another large public-school community operating alongside the district – one that does not academically screen students, does not guarantee admission based on residence, and yet generates dramatically stronger results?
Her explanatory framework emphasizes forces that are enormous and real and that infuse our movement with purpose:
Segregation.
Racism.
Attendance boundaries.
Selective admissions.
Generations of unequal opportunity.
But what happens when another set of public schools serves many of the same historically underserved students and produces radically different outcomes?
Before I answer that, let’s look at the data.
The analysis below uses results from the 2024–25 school year and asks a straightforward regression question:
Controlling for observable demographics of the students served, do schools’ actual results exceed or fall short of prediction?
I then place those residuals – actual minus predicted – into performance bins, from greatest underperformance on the left to greatest overperformance on the right.
I limited the analysis to grades 3–8, where New York provides common statewide ELA and math assessments that make genuinely comparable school-level analysis possible.
The statewide models control for race and ethnicity, economic disadvantage, English learner status, students with disabilities, grade and relevant interactions.
The cross-validated R-squareds come in at about .41 for ELA and .40 for math.
Not perfect.
But useful.
And what emerges in New York City is striking.
Here is the combined ELA/math distribution for all students broken into quartiles.



The first thing I’ll point out is that district performance is not an absolute train wreck.
That’s actually important, and something we have to recognize when it occurs.
When I ran similar methodology in Indianapolis, the district distribution was much more heavily concentrated toward the underperforming side.



That isn’t New York City.
NYC district schools overall skew somewhat toward the overperforming side of the statewide distribution.
But now look at the charter distribution.



Approximately 62% of charter tested-student records fall into the statewide top adjusted-performance quartile, compared with about 37% of district records.
Only about 7% of charter records fall into the bottom quartile.



Imagine what the state of learning in New York City would look like if dramatically more students had access to schools producing outcomes like that.
Now consider who the two sectors serve.



Charter schools serve about 19% of all grades 3–8 students in this universe.
But roughly 36% of all Black students.
And economically disadvantaged and Black students both make up larger shares of the charter population than of the district population.
Now look specifically at economically disadvantaged students.



Roughly 61% of economically disadvantaged charter students are associated with school-grade units in the top adjusted-performance quartile, compared with about 33% of economically disadvantaged district students.
And then look at Black students.



Here the divergence becomes enormous.
Approximately 64% of Black charter tested-student records are associated with the statewide top quartile of adjusted performance.
For district schools, the figure is about 28%.
Meanwhile, only about 6% of Black charter records fall in the bottom quartile.
Break the distribution into tenths and the difference becomes even easier to see.



About 43% of Black charter records fall into the statewide top adjusted-performance tenth.
The district figure is about 13%.
And fewer than 2% of Black charter records fall into the bottom tenth.
Or look at it in estimated numbers of students.



The distribution implies roughly 15,000 Black charter students associated with schools in the statewide top adjusted-performance tenth, compared with roughly 8,000 Black district students.
District schools serve substantially more Black students overall.
Yet charter schools account for nearly twice as many Black students associated with schools in the highest adjusted-performance tenth.
And lest anyone worry that these results merely reflect relative overperformance against alarmingly low absolute proficiency, consider the raw results.



In 2024–25, NYC charter students posted raw proficiency rates of roughly 68% in ELA and 69% in math, compared with roughly 56% and 57% in district schools.
Among Black students, the differences were much larger: roughly 68% charter versus 47% district in ELA, and about 69% versus 43% in math.
There is an entire public-school movement in New York City serving very large numbers of Black and economically disadvantaged children, without academically screening them, and producing dramatically different academic results.
And somehow that movement does not merit a single mention in an article centrally concerned with educational opportunity for Black children in New York City – and with the history of a system that has repeatedly sorted access to better opportunities toward those with means and worse opportunities toward those without.
Particularly because the article is so honest about Hannah-Jones’s daughter experiencing school conditions that nobody should accept as inevitable, it is all the more striking that it omits another public-school sector demonstrating that those conditions are not, in fact, inevitable.
There are things schools cannot wish away – segregation, poverty, centuries of racial injustice.
But weak academic programs, institutional disorder and adults failing to perform at reasonable levels of competence are not immutable consequences of an unjust society.
We know that because other schools serving similar children are producing profoundly different outcomes.
Which means parents do not necessarily have to choose between securing a great education for their own children and working toward a system in which every family eventually has access to one.
We can enroll our own kids in excellent schools that do not screen others out while pushing to make that opportunity available to everyone.
And that is where New York City should make all of us profoundly uncomfortable.
Because this city has helped birth one of the most consequential public education reform efforts in the country at scale.
Charter schools serving large numbers of Black and economically disadvantaged children are producing dramatically stronger results.
And here is the incredible irony:
The very schools generating those results are effectively subject to a moratorium on meaningful growth under New York City’s charter cap.
Families want more of them.
And yet our public policy response is to prevent enough of those schools from opening to meet demand.
It’s a collective refusal to confront the R-squareds amassing before us.
Not one article.
An entire societal conversation increasingly structured to avoid confronting things we know to be true.
Across more cities, more states and more analyses, we are accumulating enough evidence to see recurring patterns – including a critical mass of schools serving children who historically have been denied great educational opportunity and producing outcomes far beyond what demographics would predict.
That does not justify some fantasy-laden zeal that we have figured everything out.
It justifies something far more modest – and far more important:
A general sense of confidence that better is possible.
Enough confidence to believe that, if we act with courage, better outcomes for thousands upon thousands of children – and perhaps ultimately millions – wait on the other side.
And when the discomfort created by that realization becomes so great that we push the evidence out of view – when the R-squareds are sitting in front of us and we refuse to grapple with what they reveal – that is when cognitive dissonance becomes cognitive offloading.
Offloading the responsibility to see.
The responsibility to reconsider.
The responsibility to change.
None of this diminishes the courage or heartbreak in Hannah-Jones’s piece.
Her willingness to put such a painful family reckoning before the public should deepen our empathy for how difficult it is for any of us to confront evidence that unsettles beliefs bound up with choices we have made for our own children.
But that is precisely why the lesson matters.
As we grapple with the unknown potential future of cognitive offloading in an AI world we can barely imagine, we should take heed of the cognitive offloading we already know how to avoid.
The kind that happens when evidence is in front of us and we choose not to see it.
That is the cognitive offloading we can stop right now.








